My love is like woo

Well it has been ages since I have just posted a weekly blog on here or just some kind of update. I have mainly been doing my blogs on my Myspace account so when it comes to doing blogs on here they are almosy non existant although I did manage to copy all my blogs over here the other week.

I'm sat here feeling ill again, yes again, and I am sick of it. To be fair I haven't been that sick for a couple of weeks expect for a nasty cough that keeps me awake at night and wakes me up when I am choking and gasping for air. Before that I had that nasty illness that I don't even want to think about right now.
Illness really shouldn't be a part of my everyday life but when I do go to the doctors to tell them about the illness that I have 85% of the time it is on days when I don't have it so they can't even see the symptoms. It is at the stage when I want something doing about it because it has taken over my life for the past two years and I just want to have a normal life like everyone else and only get sick now and then like everyone else so a trip to the doctors will be happening next week. I just found out my doctor only works on Tuesday's (lucky him) so I need to try and get an appointment on Tuesday but I guess people will be trying to get one on the same day as me so I need to get in fast otherwise I will have to wait another week.

My bed has finally broken, well it wasn't like I was trying to break it or anything but I woke up on Sunday morning with a broken spring poking into my back. I was going to go and get a new one on Monday evening with my dad but I changed my mind at the last moment. I do need one because of course my bed doesn't feel the same now and I did turn it over but it won't be long until other springs go. It lasted ages, I think I got it in 1999 or something like that and it was £500 and I've loved every minute of sleeping on it because it is so comfy but now it is time for a new one. It's a single bed too and I have wanted a double one for ages now so it will get me to get a double bed which is a good thing. I was actually looking at double beds from Ikea last month and the one I wan comes to about £350 and I had the money but spent it in the four days that Nathan and Dianna were here and then I spent a lot more when I went to see them in Scunthorpe. I was spending like crazy which is so out of character for me and the moral of the story is I don't have the cash for the bed and have to get it on a credit card and I don't even want to think about how much money I own on credit cards at the moment.

I had to quit my Religion course, I was just so ill and couldn't keep up so that is the end of that and it puts my degree back a year. See what I mean about my illness getting in the way of life? Also my late all night sessions on MSN didn't help either but they have almost stopped now except for the odd one now and then because I do enjoy them but I do need to go to bed at a suitable time so I can have a life and work and study and hopefully sort out my illness and get back into some interests of mine.
It hurts to have to gve it up but there was nothing I could do about it and no one really understood the amount of work I had to do, I think they thought they did but they didn't really truly understand who much was involved and at what level and that's mainly because they haven't studied at that level before.
Anyway I still have my two short courses to start and I am looking forward to getting into those because they look interesting and aren't something I normally study and if I feel better by Sunday I will spend a couple of hours on one on Sunday.

Anyway I am hopefully off to Ikea this weekend to get myself a new bed and I shall be back on here soon :o)