Sick and Tired

I am sick and tired, it's 1:30am and I should be in bed but my nose is blocked and I am going to have one of those nights where I don't sleep much and when I do sleep I will have disturbing dreams like I do when I have a cold/flu and I'm not looking forward to it to be honest. I had them last night and I didn't feel as bad as I do now so I know I am going to have those kind of dreams tonight and I don't like them.I am kinda hoping my nose will unblock a little bit before I go to bed so I will sleep easier because right now I can barely breath and I'm not liking it.It's been ages since I've had a cold which I am really greatful about because we know it's been an eventful three years as far as my health has gone and I did spend most of my time ill with one thing or another and there was a time when I had a cold/flu all the time and that was horrible.

I have gotten a lot better with my health and it's a great step forward and now I can really concentrate on losing all the weight that I put on as well as getting fit and I am looking forward to it. I know it's going to be a lot of hard work but I am sure it will be worth it in the end.Me getting fit is as important as me losing weight so I am going to work on them both together. I am going to walk to dog daily and also go running as well as doing my yoga DVD once a week and my Pump it up dvd and when the weather gets better I will be out on my bike. I want to be more active anyway and the fitter I get the more I will be able to do and the less tired I will be. It is going to be a long and hard time ahead for me but I want this now more than anything so I am going to work hard.

I would say 2007 has been the best year of my life along with 2000 for various reasons and I will do a blog about this year at the end of this year with a recap of all the things that have made this year the best one of my life (other than 2000) and I want to make 2008 an even better year and right now I do feel it will be even better for so many different reasons, reasons I will get into when I do my end of year round up blog.

So much has happened in the last two weeks, I have to do about three or four blogs about it as well as doing the second part of my Amsterdam blog before I forget everything. I know it won't be as long as the first part and I plan on getting it out of the way in the next week, I might as well start all the blogs I need to do and will probably have them up by the end of the week.

I don't want to say too much in this blog because I might end up repeating some of it in a upcoming blog and I don't want to be too boring with everything by repeating things. I am actually shocked that last month I didn't post one blog on here, it's the first time since I opened this blog that I missed a month. I just keep doing my blogs on Myspace and keep forgetting to move them over here until weeks after I have done them so I am a little mortified that I didn't get one done for next month but I will make up for it. In fact I am doing this blog direct onto here and I think maybe that's what I should do with every blog and then just move them over to my Myspace blog, I think that way it will be a lot easier.

I am hoping I am feeling a little better tomorrow because I am sick of being sick and I've only been sick for two days now. Today I have felt worse than I did yesterday and with colds/flu it normally takes three days for it to get to it's worse so I might not be at my worse yet and that's something I don't want to think about, I am hoping I am at my worst now because I don't want to feel more ill than what I do now, that wouldn't be good I can tell you.
I think I might as well stay up for another 45 minutes so I can take my next lot of Day Nurse Capsules with a big drink of milk before going to tuck myself into bed. I just don 't look forward to going to bed when I feel like this because I can't breath and because I don't look forward to the dreams and if I could I'd stay awake right now. I am hot but I am cold but when I put the fire on I get too hot and I turn it off and I am freezing so right now I just can't win.

Anyway I shall leave it here...I will be back on here soon and will work on my other blogs xx