Sunday, September 03, 2006

Up town girl

Well then what a week it has been as I sit here feeling ill yet again. I managed to be well for 6 days which seems to be a record for me at the moment. I started to feel ill on Thursday and am still ill now but then again I haven't had as much sleep as I should so no wonder I am not getting well. I tossed and turned last night and I woke up and got up because I couldn't get back to sleep, I thought I would really tire myself out so I can go back to bed and drop off. I was planning on going about 3pm but then I thought I might as well stay up and cook my tea and have some more painkillers and go to bed about an hour after that so that is my plan now and with some luck I will sleep all the way through the night and will wake up feeling heaps better!!

Well what can I say? Hmm me is so so so so so happy right now and I don't want to go into too many details right now but there is a certain person in my life right now who has just made everything so much more sweeter than it was. This is turning out to be the best year of my life and it just seems to get better and better all the time. I have some amazing friends and a someone special in my life now so I couldn't really be too much happier right now. I think the icing on the cake for this year would be to find out why I keep getting ill and sort it, lose some weight, get fitter and pass both of my exams. I think those things would round off my year perfectly and I will be mega happy too though I am already over happy so I don't know how much more happier I can be than what I am now :OD

So I have a fair bit of course work to get through before Friday but things are looking good in that direction and it will soon be out of the way :o) I am happy about that but saying that I do have a TMA (assignment) to do next weekend which has to be finished by the end of Sunday so it can be sent in first thing on Monday and then that course is done and dusted....well almost because then I have to revise for my exam which means plenty of reading for me but it is so much better than doing TMAs ... well I think it is but I might say something else after my exams.
It is only like 5 weeks before my exams and it is creeping up on me really fast now and I don't know what to do, I will admit I am behind on my reading but it doesn't help getting ill so when I am well I am just going to push myself a little harder and maybe do an hour extra a day because of how often I get ill I can guarantee that I will get ill some time so if I am doing extra it shouldn't matter with me having to take a day or two off here and there as long as I get more done which is do able because of how motivated I have become over the last few weeks.

2 months to my birthday which sounds longer than 8 weeks so I think I will say 8 weeks instead lol... well I am going to be 24 and it doesn't feel like it in a way because it feels like I was only 17 yesterday. The last few years have gone by so fast for me and I aint complaining because I have done something education wise which has always been a goal of mine so I have done something in this time but maybe not as much as I could of done because I haven't been as motivated as I could of been but that is all changing now so I am hoping the next 7 years I get a lot more done than I have in the past 7 years.
This birthday is looking to be the best so far as two of my friends are going to be around and I am hoping they are going to come out for a meal with me and my family because that would make it perfect. But there has been a clash with a party and I don't know what to do because I thought the party wasn't on because it hadn't been mentioned and I decided to have mine on Saturday 28th October because I wanted it on the Saturday to begin with anyway as that is the best day for most of my family and because no one would come on the Friday because they will be tired after work plus my brother works 12 hour shifts. Sunday is out as there is school the next day and also work so the only day it can be done is the Saturday and I was thinking of having it at maybe 6:30 but then I thought that isn't really fair on me and also the place where we are going don't open at that time so I want it at about 8pm like I wanted all along but I don't know if my friends can make it now which makes me sad as they might choose the party over my meal which I won't be happy about as I thought they were good friends of mine but I won't make them choose, it's really up to them and I won't put pressure on them about it but I will be mega upset if the party is on the same night and they pick that over my meal as I did think I was closer to them than the other person but who knows...anyway I am hoping things work out and that they can come to the meal and also that we can spend the next day together too as it would be amazing to spend some time with them.

Anyway I think I am going to go and put Shrek 2 on as I can't think of any other film and then I shall cook my tea and then bed for me.

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