The night is still young

Well the heat is still here and I am glad it is no longer cold and raining but the heat is really getting to me :O( I am barely sleeping at night and can't concentrate for long periods during the day so I am not getting much done yet I have piles of things that need doing.
The heat is so bad when I am trying to get to sleep - I think that is the worse for me because I can't breath because of how warm it is and trying to get to sleep and staying asleep (once I am asleep) is becoming a bit of a nightmare for me. I was going to buy a fan from the shops last weekend but it totally slipped my mind, I can see what will happen when I get one though. I can see the weather going bad again when I get a fan lol because that would just be my luck :op

I am behind on my coursework and I have been here many times before (read past posts and you will see what I mean) and I blame the weather and that isn't just an excuse that I am coming up with. I sit down to study and find I am too uncomfortable from the heat and I can't concentrate so I am hardly getting any done. I just seem to waste a lot of time sitting round doing nothing but listening to much but I can't seem to be able to concentrate or feel 100% right doing things I need to be doing.
I have about a week and 1-2 days to get all my coursework done so I can have longer than a day on my TMA. I don't know if I will manage to get it done in time (the coursework) but I will try my hardest as it is something I want to get done so I can get my TMA out of the way and have a couple of days off from that course just to give my brain a bit of a rest.

I was meant to be doing through A207 this week from book one but I just couldn't because of the heat so it is next week and it can't wait any longer as I will be starting a month after I was originally meant to start so I really need to get my head into it and get it done and the sooner the better. There is nine months worth of work to do and trying to get through a book a week will be a bit of a task but it is a must so I get to know the course again so I can then revise for the resit in October which I don't want to fail.
I still don't know if I should do S103, I really want to as I am sure I will hate having to wait 3-4 months to start my next course. This is the last time they are doing S103 so I don't want to miss out but there is so many other courses I want to do so I really need to decide a.s.a.p.

I'm missing having driving lessons, well learning to drive and I want some lessons. I maybe got 7 lessons worth from the 19 I did with the instructor I had and I think I won't need many more so could pass in 5-10 more lessons but I want to make sure I go with someone good as I want to pass so much because I want to get out on my own.
I am disliking driving with my dad because all he does is stress me out with his shouting and him saying I am too close to things when I'm not. I don't like his car either but I have no real choice in that as he isn't going to get another one anytime soon. I think I am more likely to get my first car before he replaces his car. I don't know when I will get a car but I know I would a new one (wouldn't we all) and I know I want a VW Golf GTI four door, but I can't afford that but anyway it is what I hope to get one day. I have seen the ad for the new fiesta and that is less than half the price I want so it is more attainable than the Golf so that could be what I get :O)

A busy week this week, the house is a major tip and needs some kind of spring clean performing on it and I got a good start on it today and tomorrow I shall do more as I want to get the house as clean as I possibly can as my dad is so messy and it is so hard to keep up with at times.

I have to read 3 books before the 1st August as I have a goal on my 43 things and it is to read 50 books in 2006 (not sure if I have mentioned this before) anyway I fell behind with being ill a lot and too lazy and spending too much time on MSN for a little while. So I set a little goal of reading 6 books by August and it was going OK to I slacked off in this hear and now I have three books left to read and I am almost half way through two which is ok but the books aren't small books so there is still plenty of reading in them. I don't want to start the third one until at least one is fully read and I have less than 100 pages left in the other one. I think I can do it in time but I will see how things go, with luck I will do it.
I will set the same goal to read 6 books in a month for next month as I am so far behind and will read 6 books a month till I catch up though I don't think that will make me catch up before the end of the year. I know if I manage to read 50 books in 2006 it will be the first thing I have stuck to and done in the longest time as I have been known to give up on things before so I will be proud of myself for managing to keep up with it. Next year I think it will be read 20 books in 2007 as I know I will have less time anyway and this year I thought I would set myself something quite impossible for me as I never thought I would manage to stick to it and so far I have read about 19 books which is a record for me in anyone year as it is :O)

On that note I think I will go and put my freshly washed bedding on my bed and read for half an hour and then hope something is on TV as it is way too warm/hot to sit here and type as I am sweating already.