here I am

just incase you were wondering where I was and why I haven't bothered posting in a while.... well it hasn't been that long from what I remember *goes to check last date I posted on* Oh the last proper one was a month ago.

 

Lately I haven't gotten much done via any of my blogs or sites because I have been spending too much time on here, well MSN talking to friends of mine. I think I have gotten a bit of an addiction to it but with some luck I will snap out of it. I don't mean that in a bad way like I don't want to talk to my friends, I mean it in the way I should realise when enough is enough and get to bed.

I have been staying on MSN till 4am most nights and it is really starting to take its toll on me now and not just with my body but everything else in my life so I really do need to start to get things back in order and stop staying on till 4am.

I have been mainly staying on with Shaun....oh I haven't mentioned him before have I?  ;O)  ... ha...

Well I met Shaun on the Young Students conference on a Site Called FirstClass that all Open University Students have access to. He rarely posts in there so I didn't really get to know him via that, it was more from seeing him online and inviting him into a chat with some of the others that post on Young students, we all went over to MSN that night and got to know each other better. During that chat myself and Shaun had our own little private chat going where we started to get to know each other better. It was nice and I liked him from then onwards I guess, I liked the things he said and his thoughts on things. We ended up chatting to about 4am before I managed to drag myself away from him and get to my bed.

 

Since then myself and Shaun have had a lot of nights like that, it seems when we get on together on MSN we can never get off even when both of us have no intentions of staying on late. I think the latest we have stayed on is 4:30 and the earliest we have left is about 2am.

 

Anyway I will post more about Shaun at a later time.

 

 

As I said above these late nights are really getting to me because I am not getting up till lunch and then it makes me tired for the rest of the day because I have been up all night on here.

I don't get much done no-a-days because of it and the routine I was building up has gone out the window. I had a routine for my study (not a time-table) and for other things and responsibilities that I have and it has gone out of the window. I am going to try to get back into it but it is really hard and I don't know how to go about it to be honest. I did try to get back into a study routine but it is hard and is going to take some time to get back into one.

 

I like to be in bed between 11pm and 1:30am so from now on I am going to try to do that, I don't mind the odd late night but I can't keep doing it everynight.