I did......

write a post for my blog a week or so ago and it was really long. I clicked on it to publish it and it didn't. At the time I didn't want to write another one because I had spent about 30 minutes on it and I didn't want to try again and for the same thing to happen.
I can't remember what I wrote in the last one so I know that this one is likely to be different as a lot has happened since I wrote the last one.

Since I wrote on here at the beginning of last month I managed to get another TMA done. I was so stressed at the time as I had fallen behind and had to do about four weeks worth of work in 9 days and then spend three days on my TMA.
I was studying for upto four hours a day trying to catch up and I managed to catch up and start my TMA. That TMA more than stressed me out as I didn't really get the question but at the same time I did if that makes any sense. But because I had been doing all that study I wasn't really in any kind of mood so I kept doing 300 words and then giving up on it and going away for a few hours and then coming back to it. I think in total I maybe spent about 3 hours on my TMA. I should of spent more time on it and maybe I spent a little over three hours on the TMA but if I am honest it wouldn't of been much more than three hours on it.
I thought I had wrote a load of rubbish on the TMA and I expected it to be a really bad fail as what I wrote didn't really make any sense what-so-ever to me so I thought the tutor would of given me 25% for it as that is what I would of marked it as.
So I got it back less than a week later and I nearly fell over as I got my second to highest score so far on this course. I really couldn't believe my eyes when I opened it and read it. I was stood there dumbfounded thinking that my tutor must of read someone else's and given me the mark. It gave me the boost I needed as I was feeling down as I wasn't too well and I was thinking of quitting the course but when I got that I was made up.

I got sick just after I sent my TMA in and I was sick until about 4 days after I received my TMA back so I was still unwell till about last Saturday. The funny thing is I am sick again and I have exactly the same as I had two weeks ago for almost two weeks. I was well for less than a week and now I have it again and all I want to do is sleep all the time as I am extremely tired. I should be in bed now as I wanted to rest up before LIVE8 started at 2pm but it is just after 1pm now and I am sat here now typing this so I might only get half an hour but that is better than nothing. I know I will have a hard time staying awake though it all but I will try and I can always go to bed when it finishes at 8 tonight.



At the moment, as I said above, I am fighting another illness and I need to also catch up on about 3 tough weeks of course work and do a TMA. I fell behind because I got sick and was sick for two weeks and unable to do any. Now I have 10 days to do three weeks of (tough) course work and a TMA but as I said I am sick.
I did manage to do an hour yeterday but today I am too ill and tired to get any done and I really need to get some done but I feel like crap and it ten miutes LIVE8 starts. - I so wish that I had gone to sleep this morning as I don't think I will make it till 8pm now :O( - so I am hoping to do at least an hour tomorrow and maybe two on Monday though I should be doing three hours a dabutyt being ill is preventing me from doing that. I am hoping by Tuesday I can do two hours a day and by Friday I can do three hours a day. I was meant to be starting my TMA next Sunday but it is looking like it will be Monday. I hope it is Monday as I can't afford to start it any later than that. This TMA is the hardest so far and I am really going to struggle on it so me getting ill now is the wrong time for me to get ill but it is better than me getting ill on the day I am meant to start the TMA as I wouldn't be able to do it so I guess me getting ill now is kind os a blessing.



On Wednesday I got a BRILLIENT thing through in the post that has taken seven months to come through, I was actually wondering if it was ever going to come through but it has and I am more than made up.
It is my certificate in Humanities. I worked hard for it -in the days when I studided hard- and I finally applied for it at the end of last year when realizeded I could have it and I got it and it is more than GREAT. I now have letters that I can use after my name and that really made my years....I can now have CertHum(Open) after my name if I want and I do want and I am still smiling and made up about getting that certificate. It is more than fantastic. One of the best things I have owned and I am getting a frame for it and it is going on the wall. I picked the wall months and months ago and it is going in a place so there is room for another next to it and my degree in the middle above them and if I get a forth thing for the OU it can go underneath the two I am planning to have together.
I am more than made up about it all and I even went out and bought a bottle of Moet to celebrate and I haven't even opened that yet.
Right I am going to go but shall post more in the next few days I guess :O)