Sometimes

Sometimes I sit and feel like screaming.
It's like nothing in my life is going right and if it does it doesn't last too long.
I try to do my best by people and put myself out for people but it's almost as though they don't appreciate what I am doing and what I am trying to do for them.
It feels like I am here but no one never really notices me or the real/true me. And that I am only noticed when someone has a problem or needs me to be there for them.
It would be nice to have someone there for me. Someone to listen to me and give me some great advice.
Someone that sees the real me and the me that I so long to be. Someone that can encourage me to be me and to be there for me no matter what and someone to understand where I am coming from.
It would be so nice to be understood.
I'm always trying to fix peoples problems and help them out and I seem to be the ost case myself but I think I try to outshine my problems by getting dug into other peoples problems and be the person who helps them out and helps them make everything ok.
I always want to be the person that is a great listener and the person who is there for everyone but I don't want to become a victim of me and my kindness and my desire to be there for everyone through there problems.