Scotland!!!!

I am missing being in Scotland so much right now. I wish that I was there with James right now but instead I am sat here now just wishing that I was there.
I know I need to be here right now to do my TMAs and finish my courses but when they are finish I think it is possible for me to go. Once my courses finish I have a month before my next one starts so maybe I can go up there for a couple of weeks during October. I think the only thing that could stop me from doing so is money. I don't have much money coming in and it seems that I am spending it before I even get it and at the moment I am having to sell my things in order to make any kind of money and now I am running out of things. The things that I have left I really want and need so I don't know what I am going to do now for money. I need to get some kind of part time job or something to make an extra £70 a week. If I had an extra £70 per week I would be so happy and I would be able to do more things and I would also be able to go to Scotland for a couple of weeks during October. It just makes me think what I can do to get an extra £70 a week. I don't know but I will try to think of things over then next few weeks.

I wish so much to be back in Scotland right now as it is such a nice place and where James lives is just so wonderful as well and to be there is what I want right now but it is not going to happen which saddens me but that is just part of life and we always can't get what we want.