Saturday, July 10, 2004

Summer School

I am going to Summer School in a weeks time. 7 Days from now I will be in Bath at Bath University. At this time which is 9:30pm I shall be in the bar having a soft drink or two ;O) and having a laugh and hopfully a game or two of pool.
Ii guess it beats staying at home on a Saturday night sitting at the computer. There's nothing wrong with that and being in tonight has given me the opportunity to write a few more posts for my BLOG.
I know I haven't wrote any for a few weeks and my plan was to write one a day. Well it's not like I have been busy, it's just my lack of motivation for things at the moment. Well I really have to motivate myself at the moment because I have so much to do in so little time so I really have to motivate myself or else my courses are going to suffer and I am not willing to do that. I'm letting myself down by not being motivated so I will be doing course work tomorrow like a good student.
So Summer School I am looking forward to the solicalising part of it but I am dreading the course work and classes now because I am working through the course work for it and it is leaving me clueless and worried that I am going to struggle an awful lot at summer school. But I am going to work hard over the next week in preparation for it and I am going to work even harder at Summer School.
I have worked hard to save up for summer school as well so I am hoping I will have the money in time and the money I am hoping I will have for petrol money I am hoping I will get that as well or else that buggers my week up.
But it should be good and it's a week away and I really need a break right now and so far this will be my holiday for the year and I so need it as I need some space to be on my own and just sit back and think when I have the chance to do so. So I will miss being at home but I know I am going away to learn new things about the course I am doing but I will also be learning things about myself. I found that last year when I went away to summer school and it was great. In the last year I have changed so much it's untrue and this chance to get away and work hard in classes and spend time away from this environment will be a welcome break for the week. In some ways I wish I could stay on there for an extra week and relax and maybe visit some sites but there are things preventing me from doing so like money and such so I can't stay down there for an extra week but that's cool and it really doesn't upset me in anyway.
So Summer School here I come. Will it know what's hit it or will I know what's hit me?

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